Sometimes I feel like a lone wolf. Since I can remember I have alway seemed to venture out into risk taking on my own. There are times I wanted to do my businesses with others, but at the end of the day it ends up being just me.Risk taking is not for everybody and I honor that, and it has 3 sides to it as does everything. A good, a bad, and a just is side. When I opened my first studio in skincare in Florida I did it in 2 weeks. It lasted 4 years. I loved it. When I opened Raleigh NC Yoga, I also opened it within 2 weeks and it is still and I love it. But thru the years I have had opportunities to join with others, to learn with others, to work with others, but it never seemed to work. It seems very strange to me that I can't seem to run a business much with many others. And that is okay.Now let's talk Herbs. I have been studying to receive my Master Herbalist License for some time now and I had this incredible opportunity to learn from someone and this too has fallen thru the cracks. The first time I approached her it simply wasn't time b/c I didn't want to be away from Victoria, but this time when I put it out there, it seemed everything lined up. Until she phoned and said she wanted to wait a little more. It saddened me. She wanted to feel me out more. That was the plan when I was supposed to go to her place, but maybe she didn't want to explore it more. Who knows.